Tuesday, September 14, 2010

Being yourself isn't everyone's cup of tea....

I can't help it, I'm a New Hampshire tomboy, turned city girl.....and not everyone likes it.  I've noticed that men appreciate my beauty, but not my ability to actually do things.  It just all seems so strange to me, because I can't understand why someone wouldn't love the fact that I can actually do things, but I guess that isn't really the way, or maybe only certain people would like it?  I don't really understand it....so why am I even trying?  I think that the kind of people I grew up with, liked women who could do things, but here in the city it's a little different, you're just supposed to look pretty and not have much of an opinion?  Yuck!  That just so isn't me, I really don't get it.  I flew a plane for the first time, and I loved it....but it's so funny, I can honestly say that all of the men I know seemed to think it was a little weird.  They just want a pretty little quiet girl.....ohhhhh, that's not me, that girl is clearly not me.

I have decided not to be friends with my neighbor anymore, because you know why?  He just isn't that nice, and everything that I say, he just has to tell me how he does it so much better...ummmm, that is a weird reaction, and seriously, why do I care?  My life is so short, and why should I surround myself with anyone who isn't amazing?  It seems like he has something to prove, and I really don't want to get into that with anyone, I am just Me......I'm not as fancy as everyone thinks.

Love and light:)